February 2012
Goodnight!

aviddaydreamerbehindcloseddoors:
Segment: “The story is far from a happy one. According to him, and apparently a popular urban legend in itself, Totoro and his magical friends are in fact Shinigami, that is to say the gods of death, the grim reaper. Pretty cute for a grim reaper, huh?
It begins with the susuwatari (煤渡り) (a.k.a. makkurokurosuke), those little black balls that they find in the kitchen. The story goes that if you see the susuwatari or Totoro, death is close.
The old woman says that adults can’t see the susuwatari or the other mystical beasts. Unexplained though, is why she saw them when she was young. Kanta, the old woman’s grandson doesn’t seem able to see them.
The real story comes from the history of the Sayama incident (狭山事件 sayama jiken). There seem to be too many coincidences between the Sayama incident and this movie to ignore…”
gonna watch totoro now and see what I think of this…. Whether it’s true or not, I won’t be able to unsee >___>
Ohey, I still have a ton of stuff to do ;u;
package design
illustration thumbnails
painting
feasibility study stuff…
I’m sure the list goes on.
I always forget to take frozen meat out to defrost so I can eat at the end of the day >___>
All I want is a freaking healthy meal now, and I can’t cook anything because my chicken is frozen. I have zero vegetables to cook to go with it. I’m not eating another potato for dinner. The damn school is useless. All of their food is disgusting and greasy.
And now I want to cry because I want good, healthy food and I can’t get any T___T I need a car. I refuse to walk to the store by myself. Rock Hill is dangerous.
sob.
if my stuff gets burned to pieces, someone’s going to get chewed out big time. With sharp, stabby teeth.


Seriously. Can’t stop watching it.
These people are insane.
Thoughts:
You’re all fucking crazy. You, stop being anal retentive, and you, stop being a slob. Problem solved.
Also, I think it’s time to call it quits on Chinese food. I just can’t digest it. …it might be the rice, I’m not sure…(I may need to start taking probiotics too…)
And I’m not sure why, but my pillows smell like cinnamon buns. And I just took them out of the wash (not so good when I feel like I’m about to puke.)